Ahmed, I just noticed you were the BNP moderator now. Awesome.

I feel a texas trip in me. In serious need of a road trip

Do you guys know Dread DeSpair and his bellydancing s.o.? He met her on tribe and just moved from NYC to Houston to be with her. I guess that's far from Austin, isn't it....

When we see love as something we DO rather than the power someone else holds over us to cause an emotional response then it changes. If that which you seek you don't find within, you wont find it without. To see the good in someone else, you have to feel you are worth the love of a good person. Then again defining actions by a term so esoteric as 'love' which means something different to every person is a scary thing. Especially when you realize how twisted some peoples versions are. There have been times where I've noticed myself being more tolerant of the things in friends that bug me than of an equal irritation at s/o. Working on that. Anyhoo.

Through my lovers eyes I see myself reflected, refracted into infinite possibilities. In that moment I can be everything that person sees me as. In her eyes you are. We care for the other person all the more deeply because we can acheive within them things we couldn't otherwise. The value they see in us inspires in us greater value of ourselves. It lets us see ourselves as who we want to be unlimited by our own perceptions of self. Whether we like the skew of their perception lends alot to whether we like others for the most part.

Human chords even. The frequencies of the body human. lol.